I don’t think anyone reads my blog anymore. It’s my fault, really. I’m not consistent. Sure, I’ll spend a week or two putting up a handful of entries, but then I’ll go a couple of months until I post again. This time around, it’s been about six months. Oops.
The truth is, I’ve had a lot happening behind the scenes in the business arena and I’m not comfortable talking about any of it until official announcements are made. I don’t want to ruin and/or jinx any of these opportunities. (All […]
I don’t know what to write. I know that I need to say something, but for once I’m speechless. The worst part is that I don’t even know what to feel. I’m not sure if I’m numb, in denial, or if my emotions have already spilled out like the yellow lego guy up above.
Chances are, if you are reading this, you are a close friend trying to find out why I’m mentioning having a broken heart on Facebook. Or you are new to my life and you are looking […]
I think God has been working on me a lot lately. A lot more than normal. Well, at least I’m listening more and actually letting the lessons sink in. That’s gotta count for something, right?
A little over a month ago, I told you about pushing the woman I loved away and finally mustering up the courage to tell her that I was sorry. So much has happened since I wrote that and I couldn’t tell every detail if I wanted to. (I actually don’t want to, believe it or […]
I have a news flash for everyone: I’m not perfect. I make mistakes, bad choices, and wrong decisions. Sometimes they occur because I wasn’t thinking, other times to avoid pain. In the end, it doesn’t matter why, it just matters how you deal with them. And when you did something wrong, but feel you had good motivation, it is really hard to say those two important words: “I’m sorry.”
This story is about the hardest “I’m sorry” that I’ve ever had to make in my life.
A couple months ago, I […]
It makes me slightly jealous,
To see you with that man.
And I grow somewhat crazy,
When I watch you hold his hand.
Every smile you glance at him,
I wish was truly mine.
For deep inside I know that you
Were sent from the divine.
It pains me as I see you both
As happy as can be.
Even though the joy should fill
To see your heart so free.
But jealousy runs through my veins,
And I grow sick inside.
If only true love’s kiss were real,
Perhaps you’d be my bride.
Instead, I watch you from afar,
Filled with glee and merry.
But I’d […]
In the midst of an endless dream,
as my heart races and the moonlight beams;
The gentle flutter of a long goodbye,
dissipates as you catch my eye.
And soon you speak with voice so soft,
no more was life who’s kilter off;
Standing there, across the room,
one soul’s smile caused the other to bloom.
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